we have just a few more days with sweet decker puppy.
the biopsy wasn’t good. the doctor finally said it was cancer. we don’t want k state to treat him. we don’t want to put him through all of that just to live one more year.
we officially get the results in next week.
i don’t think we will wait till then.
its painful drawing this out.
the good news is that after the biopsy/surgery (they cut a huge part of the tumor out to make it more comfortable for him)
he acted like a puppy the next morning. running all over the place and wanting to play with everything in sight.
it was sweet to see him act like himself again.
we have been spoiling him.
he’s sleeping on our bed.
he’s on my white couch!
my sister brought decker these dog treats that looked so good i wanted to eat them. -and i sort of did… i was disappointed. dog frosting does not taste like real frosting. noted. even if it has sprinkles.
we’ve been a bit of a mess over this dog of mine. our hearts hurt.
he’s been the coolest dog.
and he’s filled a little hole.
call me a crazy dog lady. i do not care.
here’s decker crashed out beside me while i was watching tv last night.
his eye is on the sparrow.
and so i know Jesus cares for this situation.
i think sickness, even in animals, moves him.
thankful for my family right now. thankful we have each other and that we are all healthy.